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saje nak bitau ape sudahnye 1st paper arini.

I woke up around 6.30am

after 5 hours sleep.

I went to Uitm

around 7.20am.

Traffic was

unusual crawl.

Eventhough selalu

pun sesak jugak.

Usually from Andalas to Uitm

took about 20 minutes.

But arini was my unlucky day.

massive jam and

i sampai around 8.45am

the exam is at 9am.

i park my car a bit jauh.

i berlari lari ke Dewan.

supposely i takleh lari2

sbb akan menyebabkan hentakan.

why takleh?

saya saket. yeah saya saket.

saket yg buat saya tak selesa.

penat, kecewa sume ade.

masuk je dewan

dgn tercungap cungap

bace soalan, satu pun i takleh pk!

another unusual

thing happened.

punye la buat

pass year sampai 5 taun.

tetibe semester ni gak

diorang mau buat experiment.

suppose paper ni

80% calculations

and 20% is theories.

SEMESTER ni,

20% calculations

and 80% theories.

rasa nak meraung ada,

rasa nak koyak kertas tu ade,

rase tak berbaloi.

i study hard for this paper.

i luv this subject.

i aimed for an A.

but now, lulus pun lom tentu.

i frust. sepanjang 3 jam td

i hope for something miracle.

but nothing happen.

bawak balik hati yg frust ke rumah,

mak tny hows my paper.

i answered with 'susah'

suddenly dia ckp

"jgn bg mak susah hati"

bertambah frust hati ni.

terguris hati ni.

ini lah salah satu sebab

why i tak teringin

pun nak further

studies after diploma dulu.

biar i frust.

jangan mak yg frust.

antara i sakit, i tak leh jwb paper dgn mak frust dgn i. i sgt2 frust bile mak frust ngan i.